Freedom and Google

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Normally I avoid the subject of freedom at all costs.

But the Google/China standoff has made it really important to say something, because I’m watching this in more bated breath than Haiti.

Most people, upon meeting me, don’t realize that I burn with certain questions, one of them being “What does it mean to be Free?”

I was very lucky to have a ridiculous amount of Internet access from the earliest age possible.  My father is a hardware nut, and my mother a programmer, so it was normal that I would get these sorts of things (cellphones they don’t get though…)  I was able to realize (being very retro here) that AskJeeves was better because it was a meta-searchengine, and that because search engines sucked, you should display results in 100s, not in 10s.  I also understood I could look up anything, including religion, sexuality, fanfiction, anything.  I understood this very early on.

It gave me the ability to look at the world with some more open eyes, even if I didn’t understand it (and still don’t), I was able to see that there was a broader world out there, and that I had and will always have choices.

Google made that process better.  It made the choices more apparent (around the same time I stopped reading fanfiction, for the most part).  Not everyone will use those choices wisely.  That’s not the point.  The point is, for those people who will: It will be life changing.  It is the difference of knowing there is someone out there who cares, who is your emotional and intellectual equal, who cares about the same issues as you, and then being able to connect.  It is the difference between learning a new fact that makes your argument and your person through the expansion of your intellectual abilities stronger.  And is knowing that the people you meet will slowly bolster you.  Losing that can kill people and can kill societies: or it can rebirth them.

I was talking with some people last night: A chunk of them blog and wanted to know if I read their blogs (I’ll come back to you in a bit)*, and I didn’t want to tell them that even though I can’t feel what they write right now (personal reasons), it’s adminrable that they do.  They were fighting a good fight from a niche community.  And they allowed their voices to be heard and to grow from it.

That may be what Google gives up if they leave China.  And it wouldn’t be for 7 people.  It would be for billions including millions of students, all of whom are like me on some practical level.  I know I know nothing of the world.  The only way to know is to put yourself out there.

Even so, Google is hacking back.  I’m not sure what I think about a huge company just peering inside other large companies and potentially large governments. Yes, I know their policy is “Do No Evil.”  However, to be free is to recognize that one is small and that I can come together with others for mutual benefits (usually to protect myself from harm) (This is Locke people, I accept Locke.) How does Google manage to protect my freedom without being, well, oppressive in some sort of utilitarian sense.  They have my information, and I wonder what could cause them to turn it over.  Right now, nothing.

I’m so sad when I watch this- I don’t know if there is anything I can do except watch and wait, and maybe want to cry a little.  I want freedom to win.  Freedom to be whatever I want to be.  Freedom for everyone to be what they want to be: and that requires information to flow.

I wish someone would translate this into Chinese: If you are in China and can see this: The thing that unites you is that you are all a little different, that in fact is normal.  It is the ability to find out together what those differences are and then to repsect them: That is what makes the Empire strong.  I wish those my own age so much luck in all of this, because I know that this one of those defining expeirneces that will affect you for the rest of your lives.  May you rise above it and change societies and governments for the better because of it.  May you bring some sense of liberty and Joy, a sense of better understanding of who you are as individuals, and therefore what China and the Chinese people are, as you scale the wall.  Good Luck!

*You get your own post.

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  • http://twitter.com/emerigent/lists/memberships Emeri Gent [Em]

    Shana, when I was in South Africa last year, it was only when my first visit to Africa made me realize the “freedoms” I take for granted back home. What I am writing here is a part of my own “Freedom Oasis”, alas as I consider it, one of the few “oasis” where I can pour forth my thoughts and then hope to learn from them.

    That we are not free in any given totality is clear to me for otherwise why would I need a “Freedom Oasis” but that we are also free in ways that many people in other parts of the world dream to be, is something I cherish and acknowledge. I absolutely respect everything you have said here and I was more then delighted to google search only to find that someone I have come across online is talking about the same thing I am trying to wrap my head around.

    One of these days I will read John Locke, I recognize that the Founding Fathers availed themselves to his thoughts and writings, so there is a lot I do not know about freedom that has been voiced centuries before – and that will come in good time and therein I shall discover at my own pace, leisure or virtue. (which ever of these come first).

    What I do know is that the very freedom with which I pour forth my thoughts so exploratively here, has a come at a price that others have won for us and that this journey is one that can never end or cease to be, for at the least, the universe of freedom stares us in the face and we are unable individually to see all its infinite possibilities – but as stardust (because that is what I have been led to believe that a human being principally is or maybe), I welcome the search for freedom as a personal quest.

    That others do not have the same latitudes of freedom and also that the issues of the globe are all now just one hyperlink away, I know that I am not big enough alone to bring the kind of renaissance freedom to fruition, that exists in my heart, but every inch, every step, every moment we learn to appreciate the freedom we individually have, helps strengthen us to the path towards the freedoms we collectively might not have, but which we dream that could one day be.

    I am not an expert on freedom nor do I intend to be, I realize that my journeys online are a freedom but I am of the persuasion that freedom is found within and that it cannot be followed. That is why I at the utmost see myself as a student of whatever I am searching for but not a follower because the compass of my life is universal, I do not see it exist in any one particular path.

    There is much to gladden the heart in the freedoms won, so long as we always count our own blessings regarding those who have given so much. The other day I was listening to Dambiso Moyo on the television talking about Africa

    http://www.dambisamoyo.com/

    We don't have to go to Africa to get a revived sense of what freedom is, we just need to know that our own hearts are wiser when we realize what freedom is and can be. By writing what you have written you have exposed your heart to freedom and by writing what I have, I have exposed mine.

    Yet the journey is long, the realization of freedom is only at the beginning of human awareness, but that is why the freedom flame of this conversation we can kindle in our own given minds is important – that everyday we discover that little bit more of all we do not know, and yet have resource equally to people like John Locke, whose conceptions of freedom are a timeless wisdom.

    You know my routine by now, I have deposited my exploration here and now simply move on (as well as retrace my steps to meditate as to what I have deposited), but it was a quite pleasant surprise for me to see the name of “Shana Carp” come up when I googled “Freedom” today.

    All the Best
    [Em]

  • http://shanacarp.com/essays ShanaC

    I don't claim expertise either. And you are right about people bearing
    freedom for us. We shall see what the future holds for freedom.

    Thank you for the complement about freedom.

    I can send to you Locke!

    http://www.earlymoderntexts.com/f_locke.html

  • http://shanacarp.com/essays ShanaC

    I don't claim expertise either. And you are right about people bearing
    freedom for us. We shall see what the future holds for freedom.

    Thank you for the complement about freedom.

    I can send to you Locke!

    http://www.earlymoderntexts.com/f_locke.html

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